Monday, October 30, 2006
actually, i agree with huishan. i've been feeling like this for quite some time now. it feels really bad when you organize something and in the end it has to be cancelled due to poor/zero participation. i'm seriously very sick of organizing stuff for us because they get cancelled most of the time. but if i don't organize something, nobody else other than huishan or sala will and we'll just drift further and further apart and i can't bear to let all of you go. do you know how disappointed i was that the trip got cancelled? i actually cried when i read aloo's msg telling me that she can't make it cos i knew then that the trip will be cancelled. over-reacting, i know, but most of you will never know how it feels to have things that you organize get cancelled so many times. the real reason why i was genuinely surprised during my birthday was because i actually expected only a handful of ppl to show up.
sometimes i feel as if everyone of you have moved on in your lives and i'm the only one stuck in a time warp, still hanging on to the memories we had in sajc band. but i didn't dare to say anything because i know everyone is busy, the guys with army and the girls in uni. but really, we don't have activities THAT often. is it really so difficult for you all to fit the gatherings into your schedules? i remember us saying that this batch of j2s are not as spontaneous or enthu as us, but now i feel like we're not that different from them. look at our batch blog. who are the ones who usually update it? it's always the same few ppl. me, deon, kok, huishan. do you ppl even read our posts? do you even mean it when you say you miss sajc band?
enru
8:25 PM;
actually, i agree with huishan. i've been feeling like this for quite some time now. it feels really bad when you organize something and in the end it has to be cancelled due to poor/zero participation. i'm seriously very sick of organizing stuff for us because they get cancelled most of the time. but if i don't organize something, nobody else other than huishan or sala will and we'll just drift further and further apart and i can't bear to let all of you go. do you know how disappointed i was that the trip got cancelled? i actually cried when i read aloo's msg telling me that she can't make it cos i knew then that the trip will be cancelled. over-reacting, i know, but most of you will never know how it feels to have things that you organize get cancelled so many times. the real reason why i was genuinely surprised during my birthday was because i actually expected only a handful of ppl to show up.
sometimes i feel as if everyone of you have moved on in your lives and i'm the only one stuck in a time warp, still hanging on to the memories we had in sajc band. but i didn't dare to say anything because i know everyone is busy, the guys with army and the girls in uni. but really, we don't have activities THAT often. is it really so difficult for you all to fit the gatherings into your schedules? i remember us saying that this batch of j2s are not as spontaneous or enthu as us, but now i feel like we're not that different from them. look at our batch blog. who are the ones who usually update it? it's always the same few ppl. me, deon, kok, huishan. do you ppl even read our posts? do you even mean it when you say you miss sajc band?
enru
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